Sunday
Apr222007
Bi-Polar?
Sunday, April 22, 2007 at 04:38PM
Sometimes I can not help but wonder if I may be bi-polar. When I am feeling good, I feel really good. But when I am feeling down, I feel really depressed. Today has been kind of a 'blah' day for me. It's been a day of deep introspection, light chores, and a lot of loafing.
I have so many personal projects I want to work on, and I actually seem to have plenty of time to do it, but I'm unmotivated. By all means, nearly everything in my life is going really well right now, but for some reason I still feel uneasy and dis-satisfied. I have decided to seek out a local sangha, in the hopes that spending some time with like minded people will help me keep focused on my positive energies.
In the mean time, just writing this post is making me feel a little better. I am well aware that this post will likely never be read by anyone. But taking the time to express myself, and knowing that it could be read, is enough to help for now.
I have so many personal projects I want to work on, and I actually seem to have plenty of time to do it, but I'm unmotivated. By all means, nearly everything in my life is going really well right now, but for some reason I still feel uneasy and dis-satisfied. I have decided to seek out a local sangha, in the hopes that spending some time with like minded people will help me keep focused on my positive energies.
In the mean time, just writing this post is making me feel a little better. I am well aware that this post will likely never be read by anyone. But taking the time to express myself, and knowing that it could be read, is enough to help for now.
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